Day Seis
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
I think that is an obvious one. 1: I hope I NEVER have to bury my child. I had the worst dream ever last night that my son was dying and no one would help us. I woke up crying and I ran into my son Elias' room, picked him up and squeezed him as tight as I could. It truly was the worst feeling I have ever felt. It was even worse that my husband was not there to help me through it. I hope I never have a dream like that again. My heart broke.. :( 2: I hope I never have to bury my husband. He is my life! I would lose all sense of I guess everything! He helps me get through my day, he's my better half, my rock, everything I ever dreamed of and most importantly, my Best Friend. We just got more info about what he would be doing when he hit the fleet and my heart dropped into my stomach. I didn't know that his job was going to be so dangerous. I am terrified of him deploying. I haven't cried about it yet or lost it, but I feel it getting to that point. I am about to break. He will be doing a very dangerous job and I just can't wrap my head around it. I thought this job was safe but I was wrong.
I just hope I never have to do either. This was a hard post to do....
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